hari terakhir 2009 dalam sejarah

hari ini 31.12.2009.bakal berakhir dlm lebih kurang sejam lebih je lg.tapi aku rasa hari ini adalah detik yang mungkin aku akan ingat sampai bila2.hari ini sangat memenatkan aku plus stress membuat jadual.sejak minggu lepas mmg aku tdo kul 2 n bgn pagi2 utk g skola n setelkan time table skola.aku mmg harap aku dapat wat yang terbaek untuk semua org.mlm td aku da setelkan semua dengan baik.pagi2 td cuma tinggal sikit sje lagi utk dibuat secara manual.dan mmg berusha keras sgt2 pg td utk setelkan jadual.mmg aku happy bile tgk da siap.aku rase gle2 lega ah.tp blom sempat print pn T kasitau aku yang Pk ptg baru nak ajar opsyen dia jgak.so ktorg terpaksa jgak ubah semula time table.tarik sana sini sket.then, as usual aku kene generate semula timetable tuh.erm..time tuh aku sgt stress.aku tau muka aku pon da nampak sangat stress.cg2 mmg kesian tgk aku cz terpaksa bersengkang mata ngadap laptop ni wat timetable.tp nak wat cmne kan.mmg tugas aku.aku terima tanggungjwab tuh,tp cuma kdg2 aku rasa aku ni tak tabah jerk.aku risau aku xdpt wat yang terbaik.aku risau sebabkan aku boleh jd kucar kacir.aku duk kat skolah smp pukul 3.tanpa makn n minum.aku blk kul 3 n smp kat umah aku tros nanges.xtau la nape.mmg dasyat sgt aku nanges cz smp termunth2.time tue kau sedar mmg aku sgt stress.aku nanges pon sbb xde sape kat umah.bile da nanges puas2 baru la rase lege.ni je la cara aku legekan hati sendri.aku xmau cte kat sape2 cz aku xnk sshkn sape2.itu bukan cara aku.tp Alhamdulillah skarg da ok.timetable da siap.hopefully semua puas hati.aku tau akan di tukar lg tp sekurgnya-kurgnya aku puas ati dgn keje ak.aku harap 2010 ni akan beri makna dalam hidup aku.aku nak menjadi seorg guru yang boleh mendidik.tak kesah la wpon aku bukan ajar opsyen ak.

di malam ni aku merindui kamu semua

malam ni sunyi.alone as usual.suddenly, thinking of all my fren.yup.kamu semua!sangat rindu mau hang out bersama-sama.bila lagi boleh buat begitu??fiz.bile kita boleh hang out bersama lg??rindu sama kamu la.hehehe.pasni da bz kan.bile la nak berjumpe lg.keep thinking of u.aku pon sangat sebok skarang.master aku xtau la cmne.tonggang terbalek kot.nak kene jumpe dr A tp xde mase..argghh..banyaknya keje...

cabaran aku menjadi anak lelaki

menjadi anak lelaki??erm..aku anak perempuan..cmne plak bleh jadi anak lelaki kan??bukan kene tukar jantina tapi tanggungjawab sbenarnye..itu yang aku fikirkan..tanggungjwab aku yang perlu jadi anak lelaki untuk family aku..adik beradik aku sume perempuan..sape yang perlu protect family aku??aku tau babah ada untuk protect family tapi bila babah keluar outstation semuanya aku yang perlu settlekan..rasa macam senang tapi sangat susah sbenarnye..aku rase sangat mencabar bila semua perkara diletakkan diatas bahau aku..bukan aku tak mahu cuma kadang2 kudrat aku sebagai wanita terbatas..aku cuba jadi gagah untuk pastikan semua perkara berjalan dengan baik..minggu ni aku sangat la sibuk..babah pergi outstation..kebetulan mama demam dan dimasukkan ke hospital..aku kene settelkan semua..Alhamdulillah aku masih mampu..tapi masa tue aku sedar yang peranan aku sangat penting..aku terfikir kalau aku xdapat posting johor sape yang boleh lakukan semua ni kalau bukan aku..aku cuba berusaha melakukan yang terbaik untuk family aku..semoga Allah akan permudahkan segalanya..

hariku akan sibuk mulai minggu hadapan..

bila memikirkan hariku pasti akan sibuk mulai minggu hadapan..arrggghhh..risaunyer..erm..nx week da start sem baru utk master ak..actually risau jgak dengan master nie..ak smbg secara illegal..ahaks..pihak skola xtau pon..xbleh inform kat skolah cz dieorg kate selagi xsah jawatan aku xbleh smbg master..so terpakse la senyap2 je..sem baru ni aku da convert 2 part time so ak xamek byk sgt kredit..cume 8 kredit..hopefully ak dpt setelkan projek master ak nie..setel projek..aku bleh g klas..g klas ak xde prob sgt..aku rase master ni snang sket cz ak mmg amek sbjk komputer so byk praktikal je..xyh nak bace2 or hafal pape..snang sket..mmmg mende yg ak minat..yg paling ak bez n happy result ak utk master mmg ak xsangke gler2..bleh dpt tinggi tue..erm..bukan la belagak tp aku bangge la jgak dgn diri ak ni..ak stdy xsebarapa cz xsempat lgsg tp result bleh gempak plak..Alhamdulillah..semunye sbb aku blaja komputer so ak cume ingt praktikal kat lab je..bleh la dpt A..tp 2 sbjk je ak dpt B+..2 sbjk tue mmg sbjk yg kene bace n hafal n mmg aku tau ak xbleh skor..tp..yg laen ALhamdulillah ak dpt..bersyukur sgt2..hopefully pasni ak dpt kekalkan kecemerlangan ak ni...yeah~

malam ini sunyi dan aku di bilik keseorangan...

erm..malam ni aku rasa sangay sunyi..duduk di bilik seorang diri tanpa ada teman..acik tak ada..die ke kl jadi promoter utk company along..adik dah pulang ke pasir gudang..tinggal aku sorang je di bilik..tak tahu nak buat apa..tapi terus menekan keypad laptop ni untuk menulis sesuatu..tapi seriously aku x tahu nak tulis apa..tadi call si pencuri hati tapi dia ada diluar..malas nak ganggu perbualan di matikan..akhirnya duduk menghadap laptop tanpa ada sebarang perasaan..busan!

me turn 23 he turn 50

hehehe..bez x title tue..erm..cam xbez kan??me turn 23??oh no..xmo2..still nak jadi bdak2..erm bleh ke??i dun think so..this is real world..every year mesti tmbh umo...ekceli my bday is on 30th nov..but then celebrate awl cz along ade blk..and the whole family is here..yeay~g mkn kat singgah slalu then blk umah i got cake..along beli kat secret recipe..classic cheese cake..yummy..and celeb skali bday babah..bday babah is on 4th dec..hehehe..on my bday nanti xde sape pon kat umah..mama n babah g kl..adek da blk psr gudang..and only me n acik at home..xpela..da celeb awl xkesahla..happy becoming birthday to me and babah..yeay~

the twilight saga new moon

smlm aku pergi menonton muvie nie..wahh..sgt seronok..best2..sgt suke edward cullen..argghh..ak sudah jatuh chenta la..sgt2..mmg xbleh tahan la bile tgk edward dlm cite nie..tp yg xbez edward xde byk sgt kuar dlm cite ni..edward is moving on from forks and bella plak bile edward da xde she spend her time with jake..jake is actually were wolf..jake have to protect territory die from vampire..da jadi chenta 3 segi plak cz jake suke jgak kat bella..but bella still setia kat edward..and finally die dpt jgak jumpe edward..tue pon slps alice dpt vision yg bella nak bunuh diri and die back to forks utk cari bella..edward plak ingt bleh da mati and try to bunuh diri jgak..erm..sgt la chenta sejati..nak tau kene la tgk kan..rase cm nak tgk lagi cz nak tgk edward..hehehe..

bitterheart

Bitter Heart Lyrics :
by Zee Avi

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

Kantoi

Semalam I call You, You tak asnwer
You kata You keluar pergi dinner
You kata You keluar dengan kawan You
but when I called Tommy he said it wasnt true



So i drop my car pergi Damansara
Tommy kate maybe You tengok bola
tapi bila I sampai…u, u tak ada
Lagi la I jadi gila



So I called then called sampai You answer
You kata sori sayang tadi tak dengar
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym
Tp latar belakang suara perempuan lain



Sudahlah sayang, I dont believe You
I’ve always known that your words is never true
Why I’m with You?
I pun tak tahu
No wonder la my friend pun tak suka You



So I guess thats the end of our story
Akhir kata she accpeted his apology
Tapi last-last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too
With her ex boyfriend best friend - Tommy

honey bee

Honey Bee Lyrics
by Zee Avi

I am a honey bee,
shunned off from the colony
and they won’t let me in

So I left the hive,
They took away all my straps
end broke off both my wings

So I’ll find another tree
and make the wind my friend
I’ll just sing with the birds
They’ll tell me secrets of the world

But my other honey bee
Stuck where he doesn’t wanna be
But my darling, honey bee
I’ll come save you
Even if it means I’d have to face the queen
[honey bee mp3 http://igetmp3.blogspot.com]

Da param pam param pam
Para ra ra pa pa ra ram

So I’ll come prepared,
My new friends say they would help me
get my loved one back
They say it isn’t right,
To be self control of your mind
but I choose not to believe that

So we’ll meet in the darkness of the night,
and I promised I will be there all time
We’ll be guided by my new friends, the butterflies,
bring us back to our own little hive

Oh my other honey bee,
No longer stuck where he doesn’t want to be
Oh my darling, honey bee,
I have saved you
And now that you’re with me,

we can make our own honey

~ Oh param pam param pam
Para ra ra pa pa ra ram ~

selamat berbahagia..

hehehe..bulan 12 ni aku dpt 3 invitation utk wedding..
erm..
1st:
Kak Syazni and Abg Zul
Tg Malim
13 disember
note~ kak syazni is my best friend's sister (syazana).nak sangat pergi cz nak jumpe syazana. lame sgt xjumpe.planning cm nak pergi..InsyaAllah
2nd:
Surya and Fitri
Klang
13 Disember
note~date same dgn akak syazana. erm..surya ni kwn mase sek rendh.then die sempat kat jb smpai form1 je cz then da pindh klang..kwn aku da kawen..1st ex 6 Amal 1998 yg kawen..cm bez ni..mesti sume kwn2 dtg n wat gath..mau pergi!
3rd:
ena abd Lan
N.Sembilan
26 Disember
note~ kwn time master nie..bdk TESL yg comel..cm xcaye da nak kawen..hehehe...and xcaye jgak rupenye kawen dengan si roslan yg pnah same klas dgn ak..tmbh lg stok kwn yang da menjadi isteri org..hehehe..

ni la die mereka2 yang meng'invite' aku ke wedding mereka...sangat seronok dapat invitation and mau pergi kalau bleh..if free mmg nak sangat pergi..hopefully mereka sume berbahagia ke akhir hayat...aku bile lagi????

mencari ketenangan..

hehehe..title post ni cm pelik plak..actuallu ni utk aku muhasabah diri ni..yela kan da lame xmuhasabah diri kan..
erm..kita manusia bleh lupe diri kalu kita xmuhasabah diri sendri..
hati aku hari ni byk terpk..
apa yg salah aku pnah wat kat org laen..
erm..
xtau nape..
tbe2 arini ak teringt kat seseorg..
seseorg yg mmg pnah ckp die xdpt maafkan ak..
bile ingt ak sedih sgt2..
ak pnah mintak maaf and i always pray for her hapiness..
hopefully 1day she will forgive me...
stop talking about her..
ok..
erm..
i was think of nape org jd jahat??
whutever happen kt ade reason utk ape yg kt wat..
thats it..
so..dun blame others..

mengapa ada yang dengki

aku masih tak faham kadang kala bila kita mula masuk pasti ada yang dengki.aku tak pasti apa yang menyebabkan si wanita itu tampaknye seperti mendengki sama aku..erm..beribu persoalan timbul..aku ingatkan aku seorang sahaja yang perasan..namun, rakanku yang baru masuk juga perasan yang perangai si wanita itu sebegitu rupa..dia bukan sahaja seperti mendengki aku tetapi juga rakanku yang baru..mungkin kerana kami lebih 'hot' dari dia..hahahaha..statement yang agak menjengkelkan..tapi itu benar ku rasa..dari mula die menunjukkan tidak puas hati apabila pk memperkenalkan aku sbg anak kepada ayah aku..ayah aku memang dikenali di sekolahku tetapi aku sebagai anaknya juga menjadi dikenali oleh semua guru-guru kerana dia..erm...tak tahu la aku kenapa die semacam sangat tidak berpuas hati dengan aku dan rakanku..pantang melihat kami free pasti disuruh membuat kerja..memberi arahan kepada kami seperti die seorang pk..sangat meluat aku...tapi apakan daya..kami tidak mahu mencari musuh..disebabkan baru kami hanya menurut apa yang dipinta..selagi ia tidak terlalu memberatkan aku..aku masih lagi boleh bertahan..aku memang sangat mahu membertitahu yang aku memang tidak sukakan wanita itu..tetapi aku tahu aku sebagai manusia aku tidak layak untuk membenci makhluk Tuhan..aku berdoa semoga si wanita itu berubah dan tidak merasa dengki lagi kepada kami..

i need strength..

aku xtahu kenapa..
hari ini aku rasa sgt lemah..
aku perlukan kekuatan utk teruskan sume..
baru 3week je jadi cg..
tp da terasa mcm terlalu byk yg kene buat..
xtau la pe..
cmne aku nak express pe yg aku rase..
tp mmg ini yg aku mahu..
aku nak jadi seorg guru..
tp bile kite terbeban aku mule rase goyah..
tahla..
sukar nak nyatakn kenapa..
bile rase stress sgt..
aku bleh watpe je..
erm...
xde jawapan....

kem di sekolah

hari ini aku masih ke sekolah..sangat2 pnat..ari ahad pon ke sekolah..mesti sume org pelikkan..ari ahad pon aku still ke sekolah..actually sek ade anjurkan kem jati diri kecemerlangan ting 2..so..as cg baru + bujang aku kene la tdo di sekolah..erm..mule2 rase cm xmau..mmg xmau sgt2..yg aku tahu aku akan tdo dgn kak normah..utk cg laki ade 2 org yg stay..omar n aima..erm..di sebabkan aku ni cg baru cm segan plak la nak tdo kat skola..so aku ajak la aida teman..ingt nak ajak gak fedouf..tp umah die kat gelang patah..sian plak die nnt..mesti die xmau kan..so ajak aida je la..aida umah dkat..nak mandi ktorg bleh blk umah je..xyh mandi kat skolah..yg beznye..nak tdo skolah siap bwk tilam, bantal n selimut...hehehehe..nak tdo selesa cm tdo kat umah..ni la xtvt aku sepanjang 2 ari kat skolah...

SABTU (31.1.2009)

7.00 pg ... sepatutnya aku dtg utk jaga pndftrn tapi disebabkan aku ade final xm kul 9..so aku xdtg le..hehehehe
12.00 ... aku sampai kat skolah...erm..nak wat pe ek..g kantin duk lepak dgn aida..
12.30 ... g makmal bahasa tgk xtvt pelajar..bdk2 ni cm xserius je..ade yg gelak2 je bile en Ismail as moderator kasi sedikit input..
1.00 ... turun la kantin..kene jage mknn utk bdk2..kene tlg letakkan dalam pinggan if x..ade yg amek membukit 1 pinggan nnt..takot xcukup plak..
2.00 .. da siap bagi mkn bdk2...time utk cg2 mkn plak..hehehehe..
2.30 ... nak wat pe ek..rase cm nak blk umah la..hehehe..nak blk mandi jap..cm xselesa la..berpeluh..yeay..balek..
3.30 ... balek smule ke sekolah..tp cg2 nak pinjm kamera so balek smule umah amek (seb baek umah dkat)
4.00 ... duk lepak2 je..
5.00 .. xtvt outdoor..aku pon xtau game pe..aku cume tlg amek gmbr..then, hujan sgt lebat trun mencurah2..aku pon melepak n borak saje la dgn cg nani..smbl tu maen2 dgn amirah n naqeeb anak cg nani..
6.00 ... xtvt xabes lg..masih lg ujan..masih lg duk melepak..
7.00 ... balek umah le..mau mandi2..hehehe
8.00 .. kembali ke skolah..erm..cg sape yg ade yerk..aku pon melepak la dgn cg J, cg L n cg N..mereka je yg ade..time ni bukan bork2 kosong..ade la pnglmn2 dieorg cte kat aku..aku pon dgr je la..disebabkan da biase dgn dieorg time prakt so aku x la kekok nak borak n lepak dgn dieorg..
9.00 .. xbrenti borak lagi..ishk2..kawanku A plak xsmpai2 lagi nie..
10.00 ... aida da smpai..yeay..tmbh lg dgn omar..bertmbh la ahli borak kami..
11.00 ... cg J, cg L n cg N dan nak balek..dieorg nak g tgk bola plak kat mamak..aku n aida setia di sekolah je..smbg melepak bersama wife cg J..wife die pon cerita pnglmn die as cg..erm...mmg mlm yg penuh dgn ilmu....hehehehe..
12.00 ... bagi bdk2 minum then kami masih lagi borak..oh ye..ustaz H pon ade..hehehe
1.00 .. masih bork tp da ngantok..aku n aida naek ke blk guru nak tdo..tp trun blk cz terasa cm (.......................)hehehehe..kami nak tdo bersama kak N la..
2.00 ... duk didatarak skolah..erm..da nagntok la..ajak kak N msk blk guru nak tdo..pas2...zzzzzzzzzzzzz..aku pon tdo..hehehehe..tp..tgh2 tdo nyenyak aida kejot aku..die xbleh tdo n ajak aku g mamak..bukan xmau tp mata aku xbleh bkk da..ngantok sgt...

AHAD
6.30 ... bangun tdo..hehehe..baru nak bgn..msk blk air jap then tros blk umah nak mandi kat umah..
7.30 ... kembali ke sekolah..erm..tgk bdk2 wat xtvt..
8.30 ... aku n fedouf letakkan sarapan utk bdk2..mkn mee hun..hehehe..aku pon mkn skali..
9.30 ... bdk2 start xtvt dieorg smule..
10.30 ... aku duk melepak dgn aida tgk xtvt bdk2 smbl tue aku buat video gune movie maker..
11.30 ... perot da sgt lapar..hehehe..pak man yg baek hati bagi nasi ayam kat aku, aida n kak normah..tp xmkn jgak cz nak siapkan keje..
12.30 ..siapkan movie maker lg..mskkn gmbr2 baru bdk..then..aku tlg cg nani failkan mklmt cg2..ISO..sume mende nak kene failkan...tp ade plak ustaz zakir dtg memujuk ak mintak aku jd mc..erm..cm xnk cz pkai xcntk sgt..nak kene blk umah 2ka baju..
1.30 ..keje aku masih lagi memasukkan kertas2 ke dalam fail..hehehe..nmpk gayenye xsmpt la aku nak blk umah 2ka baju..2.30 da nak start majlis..hentam saja la labu..baju ni pon ok je..
2.30 ... ke makmal bahasa..bersedia utk jd mc..sgt la nervous..
4.30 ..mjls berakhir..akhirnya dpt blk..tp nasi ayam yg pak man bagi blom mkn la...xmkn nasi pon lagi..so cpat2 trun tuk amek ns ayam n mkn kat umah..tp nmpknye cm xde rezki la..nasi ayam tue telah dimasuki lalat..wuaa...lalat da merosakkan nasi ayam aku..nasi ayam yang pak man bagi..maaf ye pak man..bukan xnk mkn..tp..xde rezki la nmpknye..aku blk dgn perot yg sgt lapar...seb baek nak pergi umah mak cik ana..die ade wat mkn2..so aku telah melantak laksam 2 mangkuk kerana perotku sgt lapar..heehehehe

cm2 la berakhirnye kem kat skolah arini..walaupun aku cume urusetia n xterlibat pape pon..juz pantau budak2 je..tp aku terasa cm sangta la penat..blk umah aku tros je tdo..hehehe..sedar je sudah pukul 9 mlm..aku da set nak bangn kul 7.30..tp mmg aku xsedar lgsg bile mase aku mati kan alarm...ni la life aku yang baru sahaja bergelar cg fatimah selama 1 week..hopefully cg fatimah dpt jd cg yg berdedikasi..InsyaAllah...
STOP~

buat kamu..

kali ini masih lagi rindu buat kamu..
kamu tue sapa??
mestila si pencuri hati..
kenapa masih rindu..
aku pon xtahu..
harap si pencuri hati
juga merindui aku disini..
aku cume punye kamu untuk aku rindu kamu
dan kamu rindu aku..
hehehehe..
ape je la jiwang nie..
tapi ini hanya luahan aku utk kamu..
walaupun mungkin kamu xtahu..
tapi aku tahu..
itu yang penting..
kamu itu sapa yer..
erm..
kamu la..
yang da curi hati aku..
kemudian kamu bawa lari yer..
erm..kamu nie..
memang pencuri hati kan..
tapi kamu curi dan kamu simpan di hati kamu..
hehehe..
tak apalah..
aku tunggu kamu disini ya..

orientation week..~

erm..diz week adalah orientation week..
we supposed to help school's management..
tp aku da dpt tugas utk mengaja..
yup..
aku kene ajar sejarah..
bayangkan cmne aku kehulu ke hilir dgn buku sejarah form 1..
stdy blk utk ready ngaja bdk2..
tp seb baek ade cg da sediakan notes utk bdk2..
so aku cume brief sket je psl note tue..
xyh ajar cz da xsmpt pon..
erm..tp pnat la jgak..
cz aku jd cg yg garang..
sgt grg kot..
situasi 1(form 1 last skali +sume cina and india)
student: cg note ni nak buat apa?
cg fatimah: untuk awk study final xm
student: kasi bakar ye cg
cg fatimah: kalau mau bakar, awak bakar sama itu baju sekolah..beg skolah..sume skali..xpyh dtg sekolah lg..(dgn nada yg sgt mrh dan mata yg cm nak tekeluar)

situasi 2(kelas form 1 yg kedua blakang)
cg fatimah: sapa bawak buku teks
student: xde sape
cg fatimah: dlm klas saya pas ni bawak buku teks
student:kalau nak xbawak cg
cg fatimah: sape xbawak adalah akibatnya nanti
student: apa die cg?
cg fatimah: esok cuba la xbawak..esok awak tahu la akibatnya(marah lagi..)

1week ni mmg asek nak mrh je..ade jgak bdk2 yg wat xtau..aku marah ke..
jeling ke..dieorg bleh wat cm xde pape je..
hot la aku..
tp pe nak wat kan..
ni tanggungjwb aku la..
1 cabaran utk aku kan..
InsyaAllah..
aku akan buat yang terbaik..

1st day as a teacher~

excited..nervous..shock..speechless..
hehehehe..mcm2 nak perasaan..
sume bercmpr baur..
tp still xtau nak cte perasaan aku hari ini..
bgn pg sgt2 excited nak g lapor diri..
hampir sesat dgn niza cz xingt jln..
hehehehe..
klaka pon ade jgak ingt pasal pg td..
then kat smk mohd khalid jumpe dgn org yg sgt rmai..
kwn2 yg dpr posting ade kat situ..
sronok sgt..
pas2 taklimat n bagi ktorg kat pengetua/wakil skolah..
hehehehe..
pn tay da knal aku n tau aku msk skola tue..
then g skola desa skudai..
seb baek dpt ptg..
so xde prob nak g xm master..
klo x..cmne la aku,,
tp kene ajar sejarah..OMG...
balek kene la stdy sjarah..
hehehehe..
da akhir thn..xyh ngaja..msk klas je..
blk umah pnat..
akhirnye pas setel borang2..
aku tertido...hehehehe
STOP~

bila hari aku sgt pnat

bila hari aku sgt pnat..
aku rase cm xthn..
blehkan sbbkan aku rase cm nak jerit2..
keje byk gler xsiapp..
bile nak siap ni??
aku pon xtau..
kene tabahkan hati..
kuatkan semangat..
if x..
bleh kecundang aku..
aku xmau..
mmg xmau..
ni sume dugaan untuk aku..
dugaan utk aku lebih kuat..
InsyaAllah..

We will not grow old

You and me will be lying side by side
Forever, forever
Underneath this adolescent sky
Together, together
And you will hold my heart inside your hand
And you'll be the one to tell me

Oh we've got a long, long way to go
To get there
We'll get there
But oh, if there's one thing that we know
It's that we will not grow old

You made me swear that our hearts will never die
No never, no never
'Cause no one seems to believe that we can fly
Forget them, forget them
Oh..you told me

Oh we've got a long, long way to go
To get there
We'll get there
But oh, if there's one thing that we know
It's that we will not grow old (x2)

Oh how could we know that day, it came with age
That oh, the feeling would fade...

Oh we've got a long, long way to go
To get there
We'll get there
But oh, if there's one thing that we know
It's that we will not grow old (x2)

We will not grow old...

Trouble is a friend

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
Oh oh, I try!

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Ooo, oh ooo, ooo ahh

Live like you are dying

One of these days you’ll be
under the covers you’ll be
under the table and you’ll realize
all of your days are numbered;
all of them one to one hundred.
All of them millions.
All of them trillions.
So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for mall.
no no

Chorus 1:
Take every moment; you know that you own them.
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.

Give me a reason
to fight the feeling
that there’s nothing here for me.
Cause none of its easy,
I know it wasn’t meant to be.
I know it’s all up to me x2.
So what am I gonna do with my time?
oh

Chorus 2:
Ill take every moment, I know that I own them.
It’s all up to you to do whatever you choose.

Chorus 3:
Live like you’re dying and never stop trying.
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.

All of the moments you didn’t notice;
gone in the blink of an eye.
All of the feelings you couldn’t feel
no matter how you try.
oh oh

Chorus 1
Chorus 3 x2

skip along

So tired of feeling blue.
such a heavy weight on you.
So shake it off and make your way
to somewhere different x2.
Oh no now you’re leaving me
oh what will you do all alone
in the big bad world?
Im not worried, no.

Chorus:
Cause you’re gonna skip along,
Quite merrily, baby.
you’re gonna revel in hating
what’s goin' on
And you’re like a sugar bomb
and no harm will come,
no harm will come if you
just skip along.

Acting oblivious.
Comes natural to us.
Keep smiling knowing all the while
the world will fall apart x2.

ah, ah

Chorus

Wouldn't it be lovely to be home, home
safe and sound with no one round
to bring us down
but that's so far away.

Chorus x2

la ti da

No harm will come if we just skip along.

Like a song

Chorus:
I can't forget you when you're gone.
You're like a song
That goes around in my head.
And how I regret
It's been so long.
Oh, what went wrong?
Could it be something I said?
Time, make it go faster,
Or just rewind
To back when im wrapped in your arms

Ahoooh

Dum da di da
Da da da dum
Da da da dum
Da da da dum da da di dum
Da di dum dum
Da da da dum
Da da da dum
Da da da dum la da da di da dum


All afternoon long
It's with me
The same song
You left a light on
Inside me
My love

I can Remember
The way that it felt
To be holding on to you

Da dum da da di dum
Ooh dum di dum

Chorus

Time
Make it go faster
Or just decide
To come back to my happy heart.

Ahooh oh

knock knock

A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by
I'm hopin' just to be by your side
I'm turnin' the handle, it won't open
Don't make me wait 'cause right now I need your smile
Knock, knock

When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

Little louder, little louder
Little louder knockin'
Little louder, little louder

A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart
I've tried it but they all leave me cold
So now I'm here waitin' to see you
My remedy for all that's been hurtin' me
Knock, knock

When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

You seem to know the way
To turn my frown upside down
You always know what to say
To make me feel like everything's okay

Little louder, little louder
Little louder knockin'
Little louder, little louder
Little louder knockin'

Little louder, little louder
Little louder knockin'
Little louder, little louder

When life had locked me out I turned to you
And you open the door
And you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

When life had knocked me down I turned to you
And you open the door
And you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you
Nothin' works like you

When life had locked me out I turned to you
And you open the door
And you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

Bring me down

I won't let this burden bring me down

So here we are again
Staring at the end of what we made and who we are
Never knowing when
One of us will break apart and walk the other way

Love, I don't know what to say
Love, I don't know how to stay
When you won't let me be the person that I am

The writing's on the wall, there's nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right back into your arms
The writing's on the wall, you gave nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I won't let this burden bring me down

What are we to do?
What are we to say to one another now we're through?
Thanks for being you
Thanks for being all the things I had to say goodbye to

I'm over being lied to
I'm over being pushed into the
Person that you want me to become

The writing's on the wall, there's nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right back into your arms
The writing's on the wall, you gave nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I won't let this burden bring me down

Where did we go wrong?
We let it be so long
But now there's no point turning back, let's face the facts

The writing's on the wall, there's nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right back into your arms
The writing's on the wall, you gave nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I won't let this burden bring me down
I won't let this burden bring me, I won't let this burden bring me down

Dangerous and sweet

It's difficult to see from the surface.
But everything goes in and it stings,
like a spider.
Hits you deep inside and

Chorus:
I know that you are just like me, oversensitive.
Well I ordinarily breathe.
Taking everything for much more than it means.
Well it's dangerous, and it's sweet.
Cut us and we bleed.

All these words that we speak casually.
Well maybe im just weak, but it hurts me.
Everything you said x3
Well it cuts, like a knife
it hurts me deep inside and

Chorus

I should put on my armor the next time I see you
So I won't be harmed. I know I can shoot my own arrows.
Im sorry I hurt you.
I know that like me you can be oversensitive.

Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba
Ba da Ba Ba Ba
Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba
Ba da Ba Ba Ba

Chorus

Yeah it’s dangerous and sweet.
Don't you know it’s dangerous and it's sweet?
Cut us and we bleed.

Anything i'm not

I will never be, I will never be tall, no
And I will never be, never ever be sure of it all
Oh, why is the world so cruel to me
When all, all I ever want to be is anything I'm not

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not
I'm not

I will never be, I will never be you, no
I will always be, I will always be me, that I know
But oh, even though I'm happy being me
I want to get away from all this harsh reality, oh

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not

Yeah, gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not
Anything I'm not
Oh, anything I'm not

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not

Yeah, gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not
Anything I'm not
Anything I'm not
Anything I'm not
Anything I'm not

the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs and synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show
I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show

aku rindu si pencuri hati~

Aku sgt rindu kamu la si pencuri hati..sgt2 rindu..bile dapat jumpe ye..almost 2 week kt x jumpe kan..hehehehe..baru 2week..bukan 2years...sabar ye...next week bleh jumpe..buat si pencuri hati ku..aku rindu dan sayang kamu..ermm..kamu rindu aku x???heheheheh..rindu2 la daku di sini ye..pasni aku da anak stat keje then sedikit mase utk si pencuri hati akan berkurang..yeke??InsyaAllah x..tapi mesti kene pandai bagi masa kan..hope 2 see you soon dear..

aku dan posting~

erm..nampaknye cm da lambt sket aku nak cte psl posting nie..sume org pon da tau dpt posting negeri mane..aku pon same..Alhamdulillah..aku dpt Johor..yeay~..sgt2 hepy..smpai tahap nak melambungkan bdn ke paras yang tertinggi..hehehe..(xde la sampai cm2)erm..aku da tau aku dpt skola mane ekceli..ade kwn pd kwn maku aku tlg..n die tlg ak utk mask skola yg paling dkat dgn umah..bez kan..sgt2 bez..tp xbaek ke cm2..erm..aku duk umah snang sket..nak abeskan master aku nie..klo bleh by 2010 ujung th master da abes..InsyaAllah..pas2 bleh kawen..hahahaha..pndai2 je..duet xkmpl lagi..opps bukan aku yg kmpl..yus la kmpl..hahahaha..ishk2 lari tajuk plak..psl posting kan..aku da tau skolah mane..tp rahsia la wat mase nie..nnt bile sume da tau skolah mane..aku akan dedahkan pd org laen..26hb nie kene g lapor diri kat smk mohd khalid..da janji nak g dgn fizs, niza n awe..yeay~lame sudah xjumpe dgn mereka..rindu mereka.sgt2 rindu la..hehehe..hopefully aku akan jadi cg yang berdedikasi..gud luck Fatimah~~mmmuahhh~~

ni la skolahnye..hehehe..name SMK -------- (shhyyyy rahsie)

aku mencari kesempurnaan~

salam..erm..tajuk aku mencari kesempurnaan cam takot je kan dengar..agak2..nape aku gune tajuk nie..aku nie bukan la obses sgt nak cari kesepurnaan..cz aku tau xsemua manusia dilahirkan sempurna..tp Alhamdulillah..aku dilahirkan sempurna..cukup kaki,tangan,mata,hidung,mulut, telinga,tubuh badan dan akal yg waras..aku patot bersyukur dgn semua tue..xde yg kurang sbenarnyer kan..pe yg penting skarang kesempurnaan hati kita..sempurna ke hati ke nie??maksud sempurna aku hati aku ni dipenuhi dgn titik2 hitam atau ianya suci dan bersih..emm...ssh nak jwb nie..topik nie lebih kepada ttg muhasabah diri..yup..setiap manusia perlu muhasabah diri utk menjadi lebih baeik..aku xtau la sama ada aku ni baek or xbaek(xmau gunakan jahat,cm kejam sgt)..kdg2 aku rase aku da cube jadi sebaek yg mgkin tp syaitan mmg xpernah kalah utk menghasut manusia2 kat dunia nie..yup termasukla aku kan..kdg2 kt boleh xsedar lgsg pe yg kita lakukan tue sumenye xbaek..kt rase cm biase je..so sbb tue la pntg muhasabah diri nie..supaya kt sdar kan tp semestinye mende yg kite rase baek tue adelah baek..erm..arini pe yg aku rase aku buat baek??aku tlg mama..arini ade open house kat umah bndr sri putra..yup..aku tlg mama..baek x??tp sbenarnye aku ade jgak menarik muke masam bile aku rase aku pnat buat keje..erm xbaekkan??so cmne nak judge aku nie??aku ade kat tmpt baek or xbaek..tahla..aku pon xtau..cz bile aku teringt aku menarik muke msm..aku cm terasa sgt la berslh..erm...xbaek buat cm2 kan..sgt2 xbaek..bile wat mende xbaek..aku malu dgn diri aku sendri..xtaula..mmg aku cmnie..sendri akan bersedih bile da wat slh kan..hopefully aku akan menjadi lebih baek pada hari esok..InsyaAllah..

hari mkn2~

hari ni hari yg sgt2 memenatkan..bukan penat wat keje..tp penat mkn..fuh..mmg pnat gler..bgn pagi2 arini ade klas..klas stat 10..erm..kul 10 start dlm kul 12 abes la..pas2 nak g kenduri kawen..yeay!mase utk mkn..kat klas mmg ngantok gler..almaklum la..mlm tu menyiapkan portfolio smp kul 2 pg..heheheehe..nak anta portfolio kan..kat kelas mmg aku da xsbr sgt nak blk..nak g mkn kenduri..tgh dr mat jizat 2 ngaja asek berangn jer..xconcentrate pon..asek tgk jam..tgk jam da kul 11.30..ishk2..xabes lg la..ade prsentation plak..bleh plak grup yg nak present 2 t'tggl pendrive..then terpakse la dieorg blk klj jap amek pendrive..oh no..aku da sgt lapar..janji dgn mama blk kul 12..pas2 akhir dkat kul 1 lebih jgak aku blk..fuh..blk terus tergesa-gesa menyiapkan diri..aku pkai kebaya kaler ijau n selendang..hehehe..tp xcntk sgt cz aku pkai selendang cm selekeh sket..ni la die hasilnye...
hehehe..nmpk tembam kan..aku xbrape sesuai la pkai cmni..tp nak cpat so bantai je la..pas g kenduri.balek umah..tdo..hehehehe..pas mkn tdo..mmg bagus utk gemokkan bdn..yeay!..plan nak g umah asyura member mase sek rendh dgn adek..kebetulan adek die pon kwn dgn adek..so kul 3 nak g umah dieorg plak..aku pon tdo ar..sedar2 da kul 3 lebih plak..opps..kene bgn nie..nak g umah asyura..hehehehe..bgn la..then siap2..still pkai uniform yg same..smp kat umah asyura dlm kul 4..mkn laksa jhr..hehehehe..mkn lg..da duk lepak2 mkn..aku pon rase ak kene la blk cz tgk makin rmai org da dtg..aku pon xmau la menyesakkan lg umah 2..better aku bg peluang kat org laen mkn plak kan..aku pon balek..smp kat umah cm nak g umah mak ngah plak..mak ngah pon jemput ktorg dtg umah die..tp pertu cm penuh g..tp g la jap..nak jumpe izzah..amek izzah jap bwk blk nak maen2 dgn die..pas2 nak anta die barula ku mkn kat umah mak ngah...kat umah makngah mkn sup tulang dgn roti perancis..woo~ aku tmbhkan lg isi kat dlm perot nie..sgt la sesak perot ku ini..heheheh~owh..prot ku sgt la pnat....then mlm ni ade lg 2 jemputn..cmne nie..1 kat pulai indah..1 lg kat perling...erm..yg mane nak pg ek??ak g perling la..heheheh..yg perling tu umah nurul..aku rapat sket..so g perling..ajak fiz teman cz fiz pakar sket jln perling..almaklumla..bakal suami duk kat perling..mlm nak pkai baju pe ek..pk2 nak pkai blouse je..pas2 akhirnye wat keputsn pkai jeans+tshirt je..hehehe~ni la hasilnye..
pkai nie cm cntk sket..heheheh~perasan..xdela nmpk tembam sgt kan..erm..ok la..yg pntg sedap mata memandg kan..if tanye fiz..mmg aku nie xpnah xlawa la..aku pkai bj kelawar yg koyak rabak pon pde die cntk je..hehehehe...erm..pas2 g la uman nurul..kebetulan g umah nurul terjumpe plak dgn membe kmj aku..ana n yan..xsangke dieorg tue membe nurul...n nurul pon bdk kmj..mmg bez la lepak sane cz borak dgn ana n yan ..lame sgt xjumpe ana..yan ade jgak jumpe kat utm..ana mmg lgsg xjumpe..hehehehe~kat umah nurul aku mkn sate..woo~ mmg dasyat la aku arini..ade 4 jenis mknn yg berbeza dlm perot..byk lg mknn laen tp aku x mampu nak mkn..tgk je la kan..hehehehe..pas2 blk dgn perot yg kekenyagn..seb baek la bukn aku drive..if x..perot aku smp stereng..heheheh~..tue la agenda aku arini..penatnye..sbb mkn..

finally i have done my portfolio~yeay!

Alhamudillah da siap portfolio aku..arini da bleh anta..mmg aku nak anta arini tu psl la mlm td xtdo bertungkus lumus aku siapkan..cm nak gle wat 10 artikel dlm mase beberapa jam je..tu la..xnak wat awl2..slh sape??hehehehe..salah diri sendiri la..tp arini ade klas plak..tu psl la aku nak anta arini..nx week bleh dr pulang smule then bleh gune utk xm nnt..fuh..cm xcaye da nak xm...tp byk g asimen xsiap nie..portfolio ni da siap..tp ade 1 lg portfolio menanti..hhehehehe...portfolio leadership..erm..tue bile plak nak wat??klo last minit cm portfolio nie mmg xtdo la jwbnye..aku nak setelkan asaimen yg pntg2 dulu..cm asaimen dr afandi..mmg xsiap lg..wat database..ssh gler..aku ni pening2 lalat lg mase dr ajar..tp nx week da kene anta n present..cmne ni??aku xde talent la wat2 database nie..tp InsyaAllah..aku nak cube jgak..n lagu 1 asaimen dr zaida...asaimen tue da 50% siap..tu pon aku xtdo siapkan..aku wat mase kat blk fiz..wat database jgak..tu database yg ni bez sket..database utk web..erm..aku xde talent sgt wat web..hu3x..tp aku suke wat flash..xtau cmne aku bleh pndai flash..pdhl mase degree mase klas flash tiap kali wat mesti xjd..tp sumenye sbb dr affandi..die mintak aku gune flash utk psm..then aku explore sendri flash..Alhamdulillah sthn aku explore flash n aku da pndaila..hehehehe..boleh la dr xpndai lgsg kan..erm..smlm yus kateaku wat web utk die xlawe..tah cmne bleh ter'OVERsensitif' plak..aku ckp klo xlawe wat sendri lenkali..jgn sroh org lg..baru puas ati..pas2 die tanye aku mrajuk ke?ak diam..die tanye lg..aku diam lg..then aku cm kesian plak..aku pon jwb la x..die kate die maen2 je..aku tau die mmg suke maen2 cm2..hehehehe..xkesahla..alamak da melalaut plak aku nie..jap g nak g klas...STOP!

don't let me fall by lenka

don't let me fall by lenka

Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars
Heres a little heart for you
Up above the world,
Up above it all
Heres a hand to hold on to

But if I should break,
If I should fall away
What am I to do?
I need someone to take,
A little of the weight
Or I'll fall through

You're just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you
All that I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall

Take a little time,
Walk a little line
Got the balance right
Give a little love,
Gimme just enough
So that I can hang on tight

We will be alright,
I'll be by your side
I wont let you down
But I gotta know,
No matter how things go
That you will be alright

You're just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you all
That I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall

Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars
Heres a little heart for you
Up above the world,
Up above it all
Heres a hand to hold on to

Your just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you
All that I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall

You'll be the one
That I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you
High above it all
But don't let me fall

today's outfit

Pagi ni aku bgn tdo dgn satu mslh iaitu aku xtau nak pkai baju pe ..arini aku ade short talk pagi and ptg plak ade presentation..so of coz la ku nak pkai baju yg cantek kan..org kate appearance tue penting..supaya lect yang tgk kite sedap je die pndg mase kt tgh present..btol x??hehehehe..as usual..aku ni pmpn..ssh btol nak wat plhn nak pkai baju pe..cm biase la kan..bile nak pilih baju tue pmpn suke kate yg xde baju nak pkai..ish2 padahal baju berlmbak kat dlm almari..cume xtau nak plh yg mane 1..hehehehe..ssh btol nak wat plhn baju pe..mule aku pk nak pkai kebaya..tp rase cm over plak nnt kan..erm..so tukar la..finally aku g tgk almari adek n terpk nak pkai baju nie..actually baju ni xde kaen n aku match ar dgn kaen pink yg aku ade..and aku pkai selendang kaler pink utk bagi nmpk cm menarik lg..hehehehe..setelah memakai baju n selendang inilah hasilnye..
yeah..dgn yakinnya aku nak g klas cz aku rase mmg aku sgt cantek..opps..silap..bukan aku..tp baju nie la..hehehehe..then b4 g klas aku breakfast dulu dgn mama..aku trun bwh..mama da ready hot choc and popia otak2 utk aku..beznye..aku pon tros ar mkn popia otak2 tue..tp ermm..cam rase xsedapla..maybe aaku je rase xsedap cz jap g nak presentkan mesti nervous so aku pon balun je la popia tue..then, mama pon amek 1 lagi popia..tbe2 mama kate nape popia nie xsedap??OMG..popia nie da xelok rupenye..terosla aku kuarkan dr mulut aku..da mkn nak abes baru kuarkan..ishk2..takot aku saket perot nnt..da la nak kene present..xpe ar..rilek2..cool je..aku pon tros la g kelas..smp kat kelas cm xde org la..yg ade ilfi sorg n aku org ke2..hehehehe..awl jgak aku dtg rupenye..pas2 xlame dtgla beberapa org laen..tbe2 msk sorg lect yg xdikenali..sapela die nie..rupenye prof ismail emergency ganti la dgn die as examiner short talk ktorg..bertmbh nervous la aku..aku org yg ke-10 memberi talk kat depan kelas..cm laju je aku ckp tp aku da xpedulik..yg penting aku abeskan je..hehehehe..pas je kelas..ade beberapa org telah memuji aku..opps..bukan aku tp baju aku..mereka mengatakan baju aku sgt cantek..yeahh..hehehehe..kembang la plak..then aku blk umah..ptg ade present lg..kelas ptg pon ade jgak yg puji baju aku..hehehehe..so mmg aku wat plhn yg btol utk outfit aku arini..tp nape ek aku pilih baju ni??
sebab2 aku pilih baju ni
1.kaler pink!faveret kaler aku tuh...
2.jalur2 kebawah!bleh nmpk aku kurus
3.pembakar smngt!baju kaler pink bleh bakar smngt aku!
4.org xpnah tgk lg aku pkai bj nie!so bile tgk aku ckp kat dpn xde la dieorg boring..heehehe
5.aku rase cm aku cntk la pkai baju nie(abaikan je cz prasan!)
whuever it is..arini aku rase happy n hopefully esk lebih baek..yeah!

malam yang resah~

aku pon xtahu nape mlm nie cam resah je..erm..esk ade talk..xtau la yerk cmne..hopefully aku dpt wat yg terbaek..aku tgh cari idea ni..nak ckp cmne ek..plg penting kene confident..klo aku nervous surela fail..takotnye la..bdak2 laen mesti bercakap hebat2..almaklumla mereka bdk tesl..aku ni ckp english maen2 bleh ar..hehehehe..xde la maen2 sgt..tp klo da nervous tu sure ilang idea aku nak ckp pe..xpsl2 kuar bahase laen plak..hehehe..bahase pe lagi yg aku pandai..??erm..bahasa diri sendri je la..berckp dgn diri sendri mmg pandai..tp bile berckp dgn org cm hampeh la plak..hehehehe..

first post

hye..ni first post aku..xtau la nape tbe2 aku rase nak wat blog nie..lagi2 aku tgk rmai membe2 yg da ade blog..tu wat aku rase teruja n teringin nak ade blog jgak..cm da terlambat la aku ek..xpe ar..blog ni juz utk aku meluahkan pe yg aku rase..if xde org nak dgr pon xpe..tp aku rase la klo kt tulis kat blog bleh jd gosip2 jgak nnt kan... so xbleh ar nak cte mende rahsia..yg rahsia kene pendam dlm ati jgak la..tp yg x rahsia bleh ar di share bersame..